Love Does Prevail

It's crazy how time can play tricks on your heart..................

I made mistakes in the past, and though I do not regret the choices I have made, I know not to repeat them. I have learned from my past and with good reason too. I have been to hell and back it would seem at times. I made a secret pact with the Devil in hopes of finding what I thought to be the right choices. I should've known that no matter how slick and suave, she will always rear her ugly to show her true colors. I ran from those choices as soon as I realized where I was headed. No longer will I offer myself up to temptation again and lose the one and only thing that was more precious to me than my own ability to breathe. I have come to a realization that no matter what anyone says to me I made the mistake. I chose to hurt the person who deserved nothing but love from me. I have done wrong but I have been forgiven and I will no longer hesitate or hide how I feel.

She is everything to me. More than everything. I may lose my chance but then I may not. If I should lose then I only have myself to blame for the mistakes I had made that pushed her into the arms of another. But I will not give up without a fight because I do not give up on the one I know I want in my life. It's not about NEEDING her or SETTLING for her, it's that I truly know where my heart lies. My heart was hers from the moment I saw her smile at me. But I was scared and did the worse thing I could have ever done to anyone, I broke her heart for the cold heart of another. I was stupid. I was dumb. I was wrong in so many ways.

But its now a different time and I have found that every beat of my heart is for her. Every breath I take is for her. My soul yearns to be close to her. My body needs her touch. My fingers ache to touch the very core of who she is, the most amazing and beautiful woman to ever look into my eyes. I live for her. If I should be the one to win her heart, then it will be the most important gift ever given to me. I will cherish and adore every part of her, from her hair to the very blood that runs through her veins, I will never take it for granted.

Some make frown upon our love and others may absolutely hate our love. But it does not matter to me at all. I don't care what anyone thinks, they aren't a part of this love & they don't know anything about who & what we are. All I care about is her. No judgment on the life I lead & who I love will ever change my feelings for her. If they don't like it then they can take a flying leap. All that matters: is in the end LOVE does prevail. And she is IN LOVE with me....and I am IN LOVE with her.